Faithful men 

will give you so much of 

their attention, you might 

start thinking it's because 

they have no other option. 

Truth is they have plenty, 

they just don't want to 

entertain the thought of 

anyone else. 

Until you're broken, 

you don't know what 

you're made of. It 

gives you the ability 

to build yourself all 

over again, but 

stronger than ever. 

Men get to a point 

in their life when it's 

not about sex anymore, 

it's about having a 

good man to love, trust, 

and have his back. 

Be with someone who you don't have to 

hide from, in any way. Whether it's your 

morning face before you've put your 

makeup on, an embarrassing story to tell, 

about something that happened on your 

way home, or an ambition you've had 

since you were slx... 

Make sure you end up with someone who 

knows all of it and still loves you. A person 

you can tell your life to is a person worth 

spending a life with. 

I need you, I will never not need you 

It's not about

Anything else but being with you and having your love to match mine. 

Prayers and Dreams

This past few weeks have been a realization that the subject matter can come true.

You came into my life, whether by accident or intention.  How or why then didn't matter,  it was the time my future was revealed, oblivious as I was to what I was seeing.  

The moments of the past stayed in the past, until the past caught up to the present and set in motion our future. 

How, why, when, is not for us to know,  only to move forward with the moment given. 

Moving forward with you babe is the decision of fate, moving forward with you is still unbelievable at times, but snaps to reality when I see your smile, or hear your voice. 

Proudly I will say yes,  we are together,  yes we are our future,  yes, I will be yours.

Thankful

Today has been a roller coaster of emotions. From getting a gift that brought tears and actually made me cry to having a family that is absolutely priceless.  Also hearing from someone I've grown to be close to, and feel a genuine sense of care from him has settled a restlessness in my soul.  Today has been a good day. 

So..........

To my surprise,  or not since you seemed elusive anyway,  either blocked me or deleted your IG account.  Granted you had few posts,  you looked more for validation than friends.  It strained you to carry on what conversation we tried to have.  We exchanged numbers but you finally refused to text back or acknowledge my presence so I gave up on that.  

So I wish you luck to achieve what you want in life,  be as secure and comfortable as  you can in your lonely endeavor.  

You reached out,  I responded,  you retracted. 

Carry on.......

Update

So it's been a long time posting.  Life is ticking away,  mostly involved in work and taking care of mom.  

I miss the so called social life I had,  but at least I could camp and continue friendships that had developed,  but being far removed those faded away,  maybe for the best.  

New guy in my life finally. He's more real than the last two.  Just hope the restraints don't drive him away.  We'll see how it works out.  If he can so can I.