So..........

To my surprise,  or not since you seemed elusive anyway,  either blocked me or deleted your IG account.  Granted you had few posts,  you looked more for validation than friends.  It strained you to carry on what conversation we tried to have.  We exchanged numbers but you finally refused to text back or acknowledge my presence so I gave up on that.  

So I wish you luck to achieve what you want in life,  be as secure and comfortable as  you can in your lonely endeavor.  

You reached out,  I responded,  you retracted. 

Carry on.......

Update

So it's been a long time posting.  Life is ticking away,  mostly involved in work and taking care of mom.  

I miss the so called social life I had,  but at least I could camp and continue friendships that had developed,  but being far removed those faded away,  maybe for the best.  

New guy in my life finally. He's more real than the last two.  Just hope the restraints don't drive him away.  We'll see how it works out.  If he can so can I.